Sunday, June 19, 2011

My Craving!


I've been craving for Khaub Poob for 2 weeks now. I finally made some this weekend.

See, if anyone don't bother and tell me how to do this and do that, I can make perfectly delicious food! This has yet to be my best Khaub Poob ever!

I'm surprise my toddler nephews even like my cooking; you know how challenging it is to get kids to eat.

My Baby

Last night, I dreamed that I married an old cheating bastard, he's practically old as my father. Anyway, I have a daughter with her and her name is Summer.

So, the old bastard went over seas to see his mistress and left summer and I at home. I decided to leave him. For some odd reason, I was so helpless in this dream. I didn't have a car (which in reality, I do). So, I carried little Summer in my arms proceeded towards my mom's house, which was only across the freeway where I was living.

On our way back to my mom's, we were met with many people that tried to harm us or hinder us. Beaten with exhaustion and fear, I eventually broke down and cried. But I finally made it to my mom's.

My daughter is so adorable in my dream. She was more than I could've imagined. I loved her so much, even after I found out that she was a creation of the government and they wanted her back 'cause when she gets older, she's capable of destroying the world. I hid her from the government, even if she was going to become a monster. I love her dearly and I protected until I woke up.

That's quite a dream, huh?

Strangely, this is the second time I dreamed about a baby girl.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Baby Show Invitation

Finally, things are cracking! I started making the baby shower invitations! And I think they are adorable!!! I can't wait to see how the shower will unfold.

So far, I've compiled some games already. These are new and challenging games. I can't wait to see how people fair in these games.

Today, I'll be registering my sister-n-law at Walmart and Target!

Gosh, summer will be a full and busy one.

BTW, my first priority is working out, I need to get back on track!

I love myself! lol


Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Commitment

In my search of love, relationship, companionship, with all my endeavor, I finally came upon the person that is fully committed to me.

The only problem is, I'd never thought it'd be this hard, this bad that when I don't have anything to say or share, it triggers uneasiness in him. It's not that I've lost interests or have doubts. Sometimes, I blank out, not just to him, but to the whole world. That is incredibly hard to him to come to grasp.

Subjectively, we've reached the end of the honeymoon and we're beginning to settle in now. Change is difficult to fathom. I know that I'm not over him and I'd still want to be with him. I still get butterflies.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

I'm so sick of this!

Gosh, losing weight is so damn difficult! I've never once complained or doubted myself until now! Losing that 5 pounds a week is terribly challenging.

I've already gained by 6 pounds of the 12 that I've lost! Gosh!

Here's a new plan of action. I'm going to consume more so I don't have such throbbing headaches. But I'll still cut down on portion size and stay away from carbs to avoid weight gain.

Thank goodness, summer is here so it'll be too hot to be eating pho! LOL

My goal is to drop 15 lbs by June.