Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Commitment

In my search of love, relationship, companionship, with all my endeavor, I finally came upon the person that is fully committed to me.

The only problem is, I'd never thought it'd be this hard, this bad that when I don't have anything to say or share, it triggers uneasiness in him. It's not that I've lost interests or have doubts. Sometimes, I blank out, not just to him, but to the whole world. That is incredibly hard to him to come to grasp.

Subjectively, we've reached the end of the honeymoon and we're beginning to settle in now. Change is difficult to fathom. I know that I'm not over him and I'd still want to be with him. I still get butterflies.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

I'm so sick of this!

Gosh, losing weight is so damn difficult! I've never once complained or doubted myself until now! Losing that 5 pounds a week is terribly challenging.

I've already gained by 6 pounds of the 12 that I've lost! Gosh!

Here's a new plan of action. I'm going to consume more so I don't have such throbbing headaches. But I'll still cut down on portion size and stay away from carbs to avoid weight gain.

Thank goodness, summer is here so it'll be too hot to be eating pho! LOL

My goal is to drop 15 lbs by June.