Monday, April 11, 2011

I Gave Up

I failed my frozen meal diet.

On day three, I couldn't stand the frozen meals anymore. I still have about 8 of them left. Oh well, save them for a raining day.

I'm back to my regular diet but really, really working hard on portion control now.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Day 3

FREAK! It happened again. I failed!

The cause was lost at lunch by over eating, of course. This is not even cool since I haven't started working out yet!

For dinner, I freaking went to the buffet, ate deep fried chicken and Salisbury steak; I mean overate all that food! I'm terrible!

Frankly, I'm tired of my frozen meals. Maybe I'll try cooking and only eat a bit. Wish me well!

Friday, April 8, 2011

Good Will Hunting

Phew, finally finished watching Good Will Hunting for the first time.

Indeed, it was a good movie. I enjoyed the dialogue though it contained a lot of cursing. I particularly enjoy the dialogue during the second meeting, at the lake. It was beautiful and truthful.


Check it out:
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0119217/quotes?qt=qt0408105

Day 2

A new day, another attempt.

I only hope to be more successful today, as I had cheated yesterday for lunch and dinner.

I'm terrible!

Last night, I was talking to Henry and he was telling me about his concerns for me and my diabetes. He was reading about diabetes in his nutrition book. He expressed that I have no excuse to not get moving, being that exercise will help manage my disease. I agree with him, completely. I just lack the motivation. However, I'm making it a personal goal to go workout at the gym on Sunday. I know it's a very small goal, but at least I'm starting somewhere.

Well, cross my finger that I'll do well!

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Trying a new diet and I cheated!

I'm a cheater; why do I even bother?

Like all things that we strive to do better or improve in life, we have to reconcile with ourself over and over, when it comes to the brink of breaking bounds.

Yesterday, I agreed with myself that I'll try a new diet. I'm going to eat just frozen meals for lunch and dinner for a week, all for the sake of portion control. But today, I failed miserably. For lunch, I had a frozen meal, 1 cup of noodles, and half a buttery croissant. That is 350 more calories than what I should have at lunch. I'm just a failure, worse than a loser!

I'm so horrible at conforming to new habits. I must be reminded. My goals must be reconcile over and over, again and again, day after day.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

My Organization Tips

Section off thing


Bag up necklace to prevent from dust collection


CD spindle to hold bangles





Friday, April 1, 2011

Fail

Plans fail not because we fail to plan but that we fail to do. DAMMIT!